it is the new year.

as time slowly creeps upon us, i'm more fearful of the seconds that pass us by - afraid that during some unforeseen moment, the future would materialise and scream at me in the face, and the hands of time would knock me out of my reverie (present only because of my self-instilled forceful ignorance) and demand a well thought out plan for the rest of my life.

but i am grateful for this (possibly irrational) dread, because it forces me to live in the moment. and at this moment, i have a lot to live for.

so, keeping only the gratifying memories of the past, and the necessary lessons learnt from unpleasant situations, i'm looking forward to a plethora of blissful experiences of the future.

happy new year.

posted by ellie at 1/01/2009 04:51:00 pm