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Wednesday, August 27, 2003

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me


-[a song]-


posted by ellie at 8/27/2003 01:34:00 pm

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Sunday, August 24, 2003

i photographed my happy memories,
and packed them in a box.
and when some day i feel lost and frightened,
i'll know where my memories will be.


posted by ellie at 8/24/2003 04:14:00 pm

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i transformed into a princess today.
the chaos blinded me for a moment.
[too bad the clock striked twelve]


posted by ellie at 8/24/2003 04:06:00 pm

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Sunday, August 17, 2003

=i want to fly with the doves and float on the clouds=


posted by ellie at 8/17/2003 01:26:00 pm

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Saturday, August 09, 2003

My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
My heart is saying, "Don't let go.
Hold on till the end."
And that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you


-[some song]-


posted by ellie at 8/09/2003 01:54:00 pm

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Friday, August 08, 2003

i dreamt you were the pharoah and i was your queen
it was all out in the open - this strong emotion we felt for each other
the tender love that we had was worth more than even the world
our subjects had loved and respected us.
but i woke up to find emptiness in my heirarchy.


-[a poem i stole somewhere]-


posted by ellie at 8/08/2003 01:11:00 pm

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