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Saturday, September 25, 2004

Love Quotes


If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices, either tells what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions. It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds...but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship...one leads to another and the process is irreversible...the best of lovers is the greatest of friends!!! I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend; I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want... then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have... I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me...and you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go to find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free...

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?" Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just
there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else...

Food for thought, think of this..
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?
Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you???
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride.

When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits. When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing. If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using... True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave...and you can never go without leaving your prints behind... Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever... Love doesn't have to have a happy Ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance. Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again" The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall!

More Beautiful Quotes:
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have...
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.


posted by ellie at 9/25/2004 01:12:00 am

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Thursday, September 23, 2004

someone let me read this

Second Love....

I never really knew you; you were just
another friend....
But when I've got to know you, I let my heart
unbend....
I couldn't help forgetting the past memories,
that would only make me cry....
I had to forget my first love and give another
love a try....

So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never
let you go....
I love you more than anyone....
I just had to let you know....
And if you ever wonder why, I don't know
what I'll say....
But I'll never stop loving you each and everyday
My feelings for you will never change....
Just remember my feelings are true....
Just remember one thing, I LOVE YOU....


is it good or what??? wow. i was speechless. =)


posted by ellie at 9/23/2004 05:45:00 pm

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Dream Lofty Dreams


Dream lofty dreams, and as you dream so shall you become. Your vision is the promise of what you shall one day be; your Ideal is the prophecy of what you shall at last unveil.

The greatest achievement was at first and for a time a dream. The oak sleeps in the acorn; the bird waits in the egg; and in the highest vision of the soul a waking angel stirs.

Your circumstances may be uncongenial, but they shall not long remain so when you perceive an Ideal and strive to reach it.


posted by ellie at 9/22/2004 02:25:00 am

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Thursday, September 16, 2004

Lifelong Impressions


Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end.
There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.

It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.

It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived, at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured?

What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your success, but your significance. What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.

What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage or sacrifice that enriched, empowered or encouraged others to emulate your example.

What will matter is not your competence, but your character.

What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone. What will matter is not your memories, but the memories that live in those who loved you. What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what. Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident. It's not a matter of circumstance but of choice.

Choose to live a life that matters.


posted by ellie at 9/16/2004 09:21:00 am

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Saturday, September 11, 2004

Don't Quit


Don't quit when the tide is the lowest,
For it's just about to turn;

Don't quit over doubts and questions,
For there's something you may learn.

Don't quit when the night is the darkest,
For it's just a while 'till dawn;

Don't quit when you've run the farthest,
For the race is almost won.

Don't quit when the hill is steepest,
For your goal is almost nigh;

Don't quit, for you're not failure
Until you fail to try.


posted by ellie at 9/11/2004 11:35:00 am

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Friday, September 10, 2004

High Tech Writing Intrument

During the heat of the space race in the 1960's, the U.S. National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) decided it needed a ball point pen to write in the zero gravity confines of its space capsules. After considerable research and development, the Astronaut Pen was developed at a cost of $1 million U.S. The pen worked and also enjoyed some modest success as a novelty item back here on earth.
The Soviet Union, faced with the same problem, used a pencil.

i thought this was kind of funny. who would have thought right? =)


posted by ellie at 9/10/2004 03:30:00 pm

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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Loving
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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posted by ellie at 9/08/2004 03:48:00 pm

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Love and Like


In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a
drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.


posted by ellie at 9/08/2004 03:31:00 pm

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Do's and Don'ts of Life


Many people are afraid of growing old.
I'm afraid of growing old, boring.
Many people are afraid of growing old, alone.
I'm afraid of growing old, insane.
Many people are afraid of losing their looks.
I'm afraid of losing my dreams.
Many people are afraid of losing their youth.
I'm afraid of losing my soul.

When you're 15, 35 seems ancient.
When you're 35, 15 seems juvenile.
A turnaround in a split second - two decades zoom past and before you know it, it's only a mile to the next millennium.

Don't fear age- it's a right of personhood.
Don't fear death- it's God's greatest jest.
Don't grow old - you don't have to.
Don't date because you're desperate.
Don't marry because you're miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.
Don't separate because you think it's fashionable.
Don't drink because you have troubles.
Don't gamble because you think winning is inevitable.
Don't philander because you think you're irresistible. Most likely, you're not.
Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't try to buy your way into the kingdom of God.
Don't dictate because you're smarter.
Don't demand because you're stronger.
Don't sleep around because you think you're old enough and know better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.
Don't sell your self, your family or your ideals.
Don't stagnate. Don't regress.
Learn a new skill. Find a new friend. Start a new career.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.
Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. /Ms. Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr./Ms. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking and you can't afford to have your eggs harvested before the new millennium.

There's always a mad rush to something, somewhere, but victory does not always belong to those who finish first.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.
You can't always go with the throng who could be wrong.
Sometimes, you have to be alone to be enlightened.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.
To keep yourself warm, buy a jacket.
In the long run, it will be less complicated and less costly.
To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of what you can be.

Simplify your life.
Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements, abusive friends, nasty habits and dangerous liaisons.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.
Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you're not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.
Fall in love - it's the greatest thing on earth.
But take care and remember, after the fall must come the rise.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you must even at society's scorn.
Write poetry.
Love deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Hold hands.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself.
Don't wait for someone to take care of you.
You light up your life. You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except you.
It is true that life doesn't get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.

Don't be afraid!
Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.
Live your dreams.

Don't lose faith in God.


posted by ellie at 9/08/2004 07:10:00 am

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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

lalala. it's half past one in the morning and i'm not asleep. and u wanna know why? it's coz i did maths.. i'm so proud of myself! that's only part of the reason. the other part is that there's someone to keep me awake. oh man! i'm doomed. exams are right before me... shouldnt be happy that someone is awake now.. should i?
i'm a mess.

dreams set a direction in your life. without them, you have nowhere to go. no purpose in your existance on the planet. you might as well be a machine. that works without all day. no destination. no goal. almost worthless. to want to do something makes you want to achieve it. thus making your life worthwhile. to yourself. because only when you are at peace with yourself can you feel that your life is priceless.

i don't know where that came from. anyways. gotta go. nites!


posted by ellie at 9/07/2004 04:43:00 pm

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Saturday, September 04, 2004

Wilson Philips

You're In Love


Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
I don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again
But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see us as good of friends
As we used to be
(Ah....my love...Ah)

You're in love
That's the way it should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know that you're not in love with me
Ooh, it's enough for me to know that you're in love
I can let you go
'Cause I know that you're in love...

Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back for me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh, I could've died
But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see us as good of friends
As we used to be
(Ah....my love...Ah)

You're in love
That's the way it should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know that you're not in love with me
Ooh, it's enough for me to know that you're in love
I can let you go
'Cause I know that you're in love...

I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday...
Ooh, you're in love

Ooh, it's enough for me to know that you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know that you're in love...
No, No, No, No, No, No, No.. Ooh...


remembering rq


posted by ellie at 9/04/2004 04:19:00 pm

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