i understand the need for thoughts. but this never-ending stream of words in my head does nothing to help me think. i am impeded from thinking by my own thoughts. eventually, all of this just becomes a one-sided conversation. me to no one.

a jumbled mess. that's what it is. too many things are bothering me. and i can't even list them down.

can time stop for me? can i have things just the way it is. otherwise , can i fast-forward my life? to a time after things happen which i can't control. a ticking time bomb.

fears.



melancholy.

posted by ellie at 9/09/2008 11:34:00 pm