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because it is arbitrary, it doesn't matter what it is or when it is so, but rather, how and why it is as it is. that some things require no form of origin, and needs no explanation in itself. and that the best way to sustain its worth is in the way it is handled.
that sometimes, what happens next matters more than what happened. that falling into an abyss is as much a response in itself, a valid one - at times, the most desired. posted by ellie at 9/18/2008 11:49:00 pm
i understand the need for thoughts. but this never-ending stream of words in my head does nothing to help me think. i am impeded from thinking by my own thoughts. eventually, all of this just becomes a one-sided conversation. me to no one.
a jumbled mess. that's what it is. too many things are bothering me. and i can't even list them down. can time stop for me? can i have things just the way it is. otherwise , can i fast-forward my life? to a time after things happen which i can't control. a ticking time bomb. fears. melancholy. posted by ellie at 9/09/2008 11:34:00 pm
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