a little perturbed..
to realise that i am capable of something. to be put so close to the boundary of reason, and to even consider toeing that boundary...

that aside, i braved something which i have been putting off for a few years now. and i find that it's not too bad. i survived, and i don't think it hurt too much. time doesn't heal all wounds, but it sure numbs the sting quite a bit.
everytime i think of it, i get reminded of my stupidity and naivete. i know i have survived, but i realise it is not about me.

oh, the mundane existence of a soul with no purpose!

posted by ellie at 5/01/2008 09:37:00 pm