got reminded of a dream i once had.


which is unattainable as of now.

it took me a while to figure where i'm heading. now that i'm on that path, i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. so in the darkness, i'm thinking that perhaps, i need a new journey.
it is ironic, isn't it? how one can feel so lost when one is right where one needs to be.

i was self-evaluating.
i still am.
i'm waiting for the results.

i don't know how good or bad this is. how detrimental is it to question things, to constantly
think
of almost everything.

posted by ellie at 9/01/2007 12:47:00 am