i want to break through a glass window. make that a glass building. i want to crash into it at high speed and watch the whole building as it disintegrates. i want to feel like i have the power to cause such major destruction. i want to be the cause of the destruction. to harm everything in my way. i don't want to use a hammer. or a rock. or something to that effect. i want to use my fist. feel the hard glass shatter as i force my fist through. to see it happen right before my eyes. to feel the satisfaction of possessing such great strength. i want to punch, kick, and knock something out. i want to be the cause of the destruction.

then, at least i won't be the victim of it.

posted by ellie at 2/25/2007 12:45:00 am