i don't think i'm strong enough for this. but i try.

someone once told me, or i read it somewhere, that, you are stronger than you really think. so i hope this is really true. i pray for it.

this is very difficult. but it's something that i have to think positively about. everything happens for a reason. and i hope that soon, hopefully very soon, that i will know what the reason is, so i can accept it. and be stronger because of it.

in any case, i have learnt a lot in this few short months. and i know that compared to others, what i'm facing is nothing. so i try.

i really really try.

but i don't know how long i can let this slide.

posted by ellie at 12/08/2006 12:04:00 am