i might have said this. but i believe truly that everything happens for a reason. whatever trials u face in life make u stronger. the choices u make now determine your future. it's a real fact.

i am selfish, i know. but i don't want u to end it. i believe too much in fairytales, and u are the only other person i know who believes in them too. it's this innocence that i want you to hold on to. so that i can learn to do the same. but to hear of u losing faith in that, and crossing over to the real life hurts me more than i could ever imagine or ever expected. i want u to make it last because eventhough u might not know it, it makes me stronger.

yet i want you to be happy. so i expect u to get out of it. you told me once to choose my battles well. so i'd like u to heed the same advice. i would really like to wish you well, and really really hope that everything works out for the best.

this is so real. it's scary. it's a lifetime of decisions in your hands. a lifetime, hopefully, filled with happiness.

posted by ellie at 9/09/2006 09:54:00 pm