taking a walk down memory lane is not all that it's cracked up to be. having made contacts with contacts that were lost is not always a good thing. why are some people constantly in search of long lost friends? they are long lost. leave it be.

it hurts. so bad. and so unexpectedly. i walked away from that life two years ago. and now it's staring back at me, right in my face. mocking me. humiliating me. and it took just that split second to realise that two years is not enough. i want to get away. i need to. i cannot take this reminder of the past that has been chasing after me the same time i have been running away from it.

no. smiles does not cover it up. so stop it.

posted by ellie at 8/20/2006 02:10:00 pm