things happen for a reason. that's what they all say. but that thought only strikes you when you have experienced those things that make you both weaker and stronger at the same time. weaker because you are at your most vulnerable. stronger because you know somehow you will survive the pain. or the discomfort. or that something nasty.

it's different for everyone. you live through some, reacting differently. but things almost always work out in the end. and if they don't, well that's too bad. you have just got to live with it.


those words
they appear to have no effect
on me.

i hear the words as you speak
funny.
almost as if i was detached
listening to it like a mere observer

but deep down
it leaves me confused
distraught, angry, dissapointed
i almost want to give up

you carried on
and i did too. laughing.
agreeing. sympathising. listening
like nothing ever matters

but telling me
to right the wrongs
of someone else's
left me pained
and hopelessly lost

your words now leave no meaning

how could you just leave like that?

posted by ellie at 11/17/2005 11:54:00 pm