she left two days ago. before dawn on a thursday morning.

and i didn't even send her off.

because i was too lazy to get out of bed. she came in to say goodbye. and i didnt even say anything back. although i heard every word.

then she left.

and left a note.

she said that maybe the reason it was so easy to inform them of her plans was that the fact might have not registered in them yet. they have not realised how soon she'd leave. and for how long.

she's wrong. because they registered it very well.

i haven't though. i still can't accept it.

this time it just seemed too final.

posted by ellie at 9/17/2005 10:04:00 pm