i came to a realisation.

no. my sister made me come to a realisation.

she's going to leave for dubai early next month. and will only be coming back in time for my brother's wedding. and if we are both right, she'll get married next year too. and if she's going to leave for canada, or get married, whichever comes first, this next two weeks will be the last time she'll be living with mom and dad. the last time we'll be living together.

i'm sad. but in a good way. in a i'm-gonna-miss-her-so-much-cos-i-love-her-so-much kind of way.

and i'm also sad thinking of when she'll get married. also in a good way. because this past few years, we've gotten really close. and i forgot how much i depend on her for so many things. from small things like having her help me with my bad hair day to having me solve some of my problems, or just chatting while i waste some time waiting for my friends. i'm going to miss her a lot when she's gone. more now then before because i know that it'll be forever. in a way. at least previously, i know that she'll come back. this time, i'm not so sure. and if she gets her canadian pr, well... it'll be like my brother getting his australian pr.

on a lighter note,
mom actually agreed to me taking french lessons =) and i thought she would disapprove because of how much it costs and all. this is great!

posted by ellie at 8/27/2005 08:51:00 pm