haven't being having good days lately. been dissapointing myself. in so many ways.

i'm coping. have always been coping. just feels like the stress might be getting to me a little. but that's not the point. that's not really why i feel this bad.

i just have this nagging feeling like i could have done things better. or different. or that i might turn back time and go through the whole day again. i'm regretting things aren't i. i promised myself never to regret anything. i shan't regret.

no more miserable thoughts. review, reflect and do not repeat my mistakes. it will be possible. i have faith in myself.

posted by ellie at 8/15/2005 10:46:00 pm