i feel

i feel, as you do
i cry, when no one is around
because i am confused
you never made things clear

i talked when you wanted me to
yet at times you didnt want to listen
so i stopped
and did things i thought you wanted me to

i feel as you do
i scream, when no one can hear
because i am frustrated
you always seem to blame me

i never left you even when you said you wanted me to
because i know in your heart you were lying
yet when i was gone for merely a minute,
you said i was ignoring you

i feel as you do
i remain silent, when no one is near
because i am tired
of not knowing what you want

i helped you when you didnt want me to
because i know you needed me
yet there is a limit to how for you can push me away
i need your help in helping you

you feel unwanted, and insecure
you think no one cares about you
and that they will leave you at the blink of an eye
yet i feel. just as you do.

posted by ellie at 1/12/2005 11:41:00 am