Sometimes when you think you're in love, you're actually not. Its your desperation and desire tugging at your heart-strings. You might need someone badly, but your desparation will cause you to think that you can never live without that someone. It will seem real at that time, but we humans are made to adapt.

Sometimes love seems idealistic. We say things we never mean during that period. And after you find yourself not in love with that person anymore, you will see all the faults of the person of which love has carefully blinded.

Sometimes you heart just tells you something, and your brain another - follow your brain. You heart might not tell you the right thing; an analogy would be the demerits of Switzerlan's direct democracy policy. Think first before you do something.

Sometimes you have a good friend whom you cherish. Sometimes it goes far, sometimes its not meant to be. And sometimes, you just gotta follow your gut feeling. Life is full of 'sometimes'.

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply. I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie. For who am I to judge you, in what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you.

*And sometimes when we touch, the honesty's too much, and I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, till we both break down and cry. I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Romance with honest strategy leaves me battling with my pride, but through the insecurity some tenderness survives. I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truth, a hesitant prize-fighter, still trapped within my youth.

*And sometimes when we touch, ... till the fear in me subsides.

At times I'd like to break you, and drive you to your knees. At times I'd like to break through, and hold you endlessly. At times I understand you, and I know how hard you try.

I've watched while love commands you, I've watched love pass you by. At times I think we're drifters, still searching for a friend. A brother or a sister, but then the passion flares again.

*And sometimes when we touch, ... till the fear in me subsides.

i stole the above from a blog i chanced upon. okay, if u happen to own the blog, i'm really sorry! i was just really touched when i read the entry. it's as if it's speaking out to me.

the day has been alright.

worried about:
friend dying,
cousin failing,
people dying,
new school. new friends.

positivity begets all.


posted by ellie at 12/31/2004 02:36:00 pm