it has been a while. two years or more of pure confusion, and now, finally, enlightenment.

it was indeed a long wait. for me to settle what needs settling. and then, it suddenly hit me. yesterday. monday, thirteenth of march, the year two thousand and six.

what i learnt from this is that sometimes you just have to wait things out. there are times when you need to find things out yourself, and other times, it comes straight to you. everything has a way of working out in the end. it is just a matter of time. even if sometimes, time seems to be running out very quickly.

looking back, i realised that things are meant to be. two years ago, i would not have received the same kind of 'enlightenment' because i have not crossed this path in my life. but now i have. and i have learnt things that helped me understand what all this means.

i never expected to feel this.. free.. after knowing. because most of the time, i wasn't too sure about things. but now i am. and for once in so long, everything fits into place.

it all feels right.


this is not to say that i am not stressed out bcause of school. i just need to find a way to get through this. ideally.
and getting out of this. perfectly.

posted by ellie at 3/14/2006 09:58:00 pm