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Nothing mattered much. Nothing much mattered. And the less it mattered, the less it mattered. It was never important enough. Because Worse Things had happened.
Arundhati Roy i know for a long time that i don't really know what i want in life. but i now know what i do not want. and i don't want to - look back in my life and not have much to say about it - live my life based on someone else's experiences - be unbearably practical all the time i don't want to regret not doing what i could have, would have, should have done. making mistakes is better than not knowing what they are at all. from mistakes, come experience. to not be able to experience something is to not live at all. to not live is to not have a life. i don't want to be that person. posted by ellie at 4/22/2005 06:59:00 pm
It is an error to say that the eyes have expression. Eyebrows, eyelids, lips, the planes of the face, all these are indicators of emotion. The eyes are merely coloured liquid in a glass. - Barbara Vines
Life means more than just education, career and family. It means more than just the mundane the usual 9-5 jobs at least 3 fifths of the world is leading. I believe in that. I know that there is something out there waiting for me, i just need to go out to search for it. Yet why was it that when someone decides to break the usual, boring, mundane, and irritatingly safe boring life, i was shocked? Of course i never showed that i was shocked. No one could tell that i suddenly had a sick feeling in my gut. They never knew. posted by ellie at 4/18/2005 08:46:00 pm
learnt lots of new things today.
not entirely great. but i'll live. like i always do. =) posted by ellie at 4/15/2005 10:34:00 pm
i'm gonna lose my bet. i have till the 13th of feb. and another 6 months. if someone is kind enough. time is running out.
and... my sister thinks of getting married by the end of this year. wrong couple people! posted by ellie at 4/10/2005 06:36:00 pm
"you type out the details of your day, as if the whole world wants to know"
there was a conversation i was involved in. all those Grown-Ups were talking about work, accomodation, money, education. does our life really revolve around this few things? if i have to grow up in a world where time is not my friend and almost all emotions are not to be revealed then i don't feel like growing up at all. little kids have it easier. posted by ellie at 4/04/2005 08:23:00 pm
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